"We had no limits in how far we'd go to get at each other, and that didn't change when we started having sex. We did everything. We tied each other up, tore ourselves free, submitted, dominated; we were tender, desperate, sweet, hungry. If you can imagine it, we tried it.
читать дальшеWe started under the stands of the Quidditch pitch, migrated to Hagrid's garden, empty classrooms, secret passages, and someone's abandoned treehouse. We stole blankets and candles from the dormitories when we wanted to be romantic. We played with blindfolds, scarves, handcuffs, spells. It was part of our strange mutual trust that neither of us would ever tell the other no. There were a few things we tried and didn't like, so we never went back to them, but we felt we had to be free to ask for anything, and know it would be accepted, agreed to. It's always all or nothing with us, why should this be any different? Some things weren't easy to ask for, but we did them. In one school year, my sexual education, and his, was complete.
That kind of limitless, no-holds-barred trust is hard enough to find in people who like each other.
So I started missing him. Masturbation just isn't the same. I experimented with spells and toys and anything else I could think of, but invariably I got lost in remembering how hot his mouth was, the jagged not-rhythm of his breath, the way his body moved, cheeks flushed - the taste of him on my tongue, my name torn from his lips like it hurt to keep in.
That summer I found and tried every toy and sex spell I could get my hands on, and was satisfied with none of them. I was in too deep, and he was in my system like poison, like alcohol, like aphrodisiac, and never again would anything, anyone else be enough."ashkitty.livejournal.com/40097.htmlда-да, вот только вчера об этом думала - ну вот как совместить хороший секс и любовь (уважение там, все дела),
кто о чем, а я о порноесли хороший секс для тебя подразумевает domination/submission? загадка сия велика есть.
еще мне интересно:
a) с какой стати я должна протестовать против порно, являясь феминисткой (ну, то есть, я понимаю, с какой - но весьма теоретически)
б) как объяснить тот факт, что мне нравится слэш и гей-порно и не нравится фем-слэш
в) почему из описаний аж 30 сюжетов бдсм-порнухи (это из того же форума, откуда второй день качается Корриган) мне не понравился ни один?еще фик. чем дальше читаю, тем больше нравится:
"I'm so fucking tired of saving everyone when I can't even fucking save myself" и вообще, каждая пятая фраза во мне отзывается
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